My Thank You Page!

Today is a thank you page of my life. If I’m not experience everything that I experience, I’m not gonna be here as who I am today. I am grateful for all the bad experiences, good experiences, thrilling, scary, and awesome ones.

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Thanks for all the people in my life, who stays by my side when I’m totally on wrong side of a life, and also for people who stay away from me, when I’m in total mess, you will never know what you missed and we will not remember each other, just understand that we will never have the same respect as we should have, if you just accept my simple Hi to you few years back.

Thank you for my parents back there not knowing how life has turn up for their son, but they still believe their son. They hold their mouth from talking bad things and only call for a small question “Are you healthy?” And whenever I say bad things, they listen and throw back at me fascinating supports. “Mom, I don’t go to church anymore?” Mom : “Alright!, Just keep being healthy!”

I’m the one who introduce God to her, I’m the who denied my faith, and she accept it all. No one has great love for lousy sons and daughter like us than our parents.

In the end, I’m just gonna quote Matthew McConaughey, whatever we look up to, whatever we look forward to, and whoever we chasing, to that I’ll say “Alright! Alright! Alright!”

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Life Is Not Linear or Even a Math To Solve!

Why people suicide? Because for them life is linear and 1 plus 1 equals 2. Who said that? Either you are god damn smart or god damn dumb! There’s always something wrong with the concept of Karma, if you do bad then you will ended up bad.  It’s just stupid, because like a game, life always have a cheater on it.

People can cheat dead! They can cheat bad luck! As strong as the concept of Karma itself, life cheating is also even an ancient concept that lies side by side with Karma. The mummification, black magic, white magic, the power of money, the power of lies and etc. All of them are the vehicles for cheating Karma. How many people escape from Karma? Look at the stars, if you can count it, you know the numbers!

Karma is always looking at the result of your action. If you view life like that, it’s one of many ways to die sooner! Life is learning and evolve, and you don’t have to solve its problem, because you can let it go and walk away then look another way to see something worth living for. It doesn’t ended up with arithmetic!

When a storm crushes your family’s place, do you go right away to them or wait until the storm calm down? There are something you don’t have to do even if it’s concerning your most precious ones. And if they die, did you feel guilty because you “can not save them”? Why do you come to the logic of being the guilty one? Ask yourself! What are you going to do with the storm? Are you able to stop it for crushing your family?

Are you somewhat God? That’s why I said my point if you think linear, then you will die in agony! There are a lot of ways to live this life! Look at those kids! Dying without parents! Abandoned by society! What do you think they think about themselves? They don’t think!! They live their life! They will take any garbage they can eat for the day! They try to survive every single day.

Japanese people going for a suicide because of enormous amount of works? Couples suicide because of love? People getting bullied and end up their life? I don’t intend to offend all of them making their decisions ending up their life, but seriously is it worth it? Why do people think if A failed then I must B died? You still have a lot of alphabet to work for!!! Why now?

Why not after you end up playing with those letters then you decide if this is the time to end your life? Why die early? What’s the rush? Don’t worry whoever in the end of your life, they will be still there waiting. No need to rush! Don’t think about Karma, bad luck, or any superstitious things! It’s not worth a penny!

Think, how you can cheat life! Here I will give you a thought of it!

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We Got the Brain, the Intention, but We Lack Determination!

We all wants to be happy, even if it’s only a slightest piece. In a life of every man, we were born, enjoyed playful children’s period, went to schools, universities. We fall in love, we got married. We got ourselves an image of both of us, we watch him grow. We fight with each others, we argue, and we get old then we stop fighting, we take care of each other more.

It’s a path of life, thinking it over, it’s great path of life. We die when we old, no drama we bring later in graves. It’s good life thinking of it. But fact, it’s just something that currently we experience. If I know, if we know, where our life taking us, what path lies ahead of us, we might just want to die now, or can’t wait to experience the future.

Chris Gardner is a caring father who love his son and his wife but things are tough. As a sales person he choose wrong product to sell. It was unnecessary luxury and expensive. He went for work after taking his kid to some sort of children’s daycare, while his wife works a double shift. If he only able to sell 2 scanners per month, it will be enough for rent and stuffs. The problem is he didn’t sold any of it for a while.

One day, he bump into a great looking guy with great looking car, and he asked “what do you do? and how you do it?” He said, “stockbroker! and it’s easy if you good with numbers and with people” Then Chris talked to himself,”they look so happy, and why (y in the happyness) can’t I look so happy?

Then in the night he talked to her wife, I will roll for broker trainee program because I’m good with numbers when I’m in schools. His wife replied sarcastically,”oh a broker? why not an astronout?” People will never believe what you are capable of, rather than convince them, make a determination on what you believe. {click to tweet}

The next days, he rolled in for a broker trainee program. The movie show us how he tried to persuade people to take him in. The day before he engaged for an interview, he was being jailed for ticket failure payment. Then, in the interview day, he showed up with his “casual” dress, and miraculously he made it.

He spent 6 months without payment in the trainee program, and have to change place to sleep between these months,  still selling scanners. He has to go through the hard works calling people, persuade them to talk about the products the company has, and that’s not enough time to do, until one day, he just approach the top guy in a company and tried to persuade him.

Zero result, he never get the top person, but he has good networking with other people, and begin to talk to them. Anyway, I know some insurance people is never taking good care of people, they persuade so that they can get the bonus, the commission, it’s a marketing life, no one being blame of. At some points, we need to market ourselves. It’s never easy, and it will take months maybe years for people realize who we are and why they can trusts us.

That Chris Gardner’s DETERMINATION is paid-off, when the “judgement day” came, finally he got a job he wants, and he is very good at it and he has passion at it. This is the part where we call it HAPPINESS.

All of us has the BRAIN, we KNOW what we WANT to do, but in the end what makes difference is HOW FAR we WANT TO GO? How Determined are we? This book gives you a start to embrace your destiny!

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Mobile Gaming Development

Mobile games are the great example of successful mobile application which range from simple free games to paid games, of course with a lot of in-app purchases available in the “free games” for players to fasten up their mobile gaming experiences.

In-app purchases itself has been the fundamental sales of any games for decades. It’s mostly found in any games but mostly in the MMORPG games. A massive multiplayer role-playing game is the best way to make profitable in-app sales, because it involves competition among players. Let’s say a website games like Wartune has been embedded their in-app purchase in monthly events, and weekly events, and its getting costly for players to get even catch up with the big shark players of the game.

In-app purchases makes a player stays ahead in the game and also make game challenges easier and satisfactory. But is it going to beat the revenue of game’s platform like PS4, X-Box, and Microsoft? I surely doubt that.

So how much the cost to build a mobile app? Kinvey said at the average of USD 270,000 per app which can be developed in 7 to 12 months. The most expensive mobile games among them are Clown Punching game (USD 300) and Gun Bros Apathy Bear (USD 600), which is totally not worth it to purchase. With that amount of money, you can get few awesome games with lower prize.

With that being said, what are the pros and cons of mobile games compared to other platforms?

Pros :

  1. Despite the fact that they are games in Mobile Phone with lesser graphic than other platform, it is actually still has it’s edge on the excellent graphics and sound, but of course there are bunch of worst graphic games which i rather not say.
  2. It has pretty much simple control for more challenging games, and easy game controls. As such in shooting games like Gangstar New Orleans, it use pretty much perfect auto aim.
  3. They are cheap and low cost but still fun and satisfactory to pass time or to build character over time, such as Blades of Brims and Pro Evolution Soccer Club Manager which you don’t have to be there everyday to do the game but simply do it when you have time.
  4. As many other games, some mobile games can be very addictive, and there the in-app purchases offer is there for you to engage.
  5. It has the multiplayer also, league, and leaderboards which extend the game further which are very great for competitions.

Cons :

  1. Mobile Games are very easy to dismissed by the Developer, I have 4 to 5 games that i play consistently and someday the developers “SADLY” stop its production, meanwhile I already “invested” in the game with my in-app purchases.
  2. Some game difficulty is inconsistent, easy games are great, but going to a dungeon with same level enemies as the characters and still die is unthinkable.
  3. There is some problem with mobile screen for finger sweeps, a fps game with manual shooting is hell for mobile game, but even with other type of games, sometimes we missed the finger placements.
  4. Some levels are repetitive and you have to use many sweep tickets for obtaining a lot of resources for upgrades which pretty much unbelievable took time if you do manual grinding.

So, final words, mobile gaming has low cost development rather than any other platform games, yet it has provide gamers with easy and great value even though the control is not as comfortable as console or PC gaming as an example.

But any video games has very great opportunities to grow no matter what platform they were, and selling video games is one of other thing people do to make money out of this enormous games developments.

 

 

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Game Is Way More Expensive Than Porn

Game Industry is really going very fast, we notice the changes of graphic so much and it’s getting better and better. Let’s say Horizon Zero Dawn, which is already sold about 3.5 million copies. So, why Guerilla Games eager to build a fascinating world of Horizon Zero Dawn, and with that kind of graphic, how much is this cost?

Horizon Zero Dawn costs around USD 47 million. It’s such a huge amount for a game, while the most expensive porn movie budget is at USD 8 million. Compare to how much the customers of these two kind of industry, porn has gain higher customers than games.

So what makes game producer expenses that much of money? In the case of Guerilla Games, they branded Horizon Zero Dawn as risky game, yet in the end was a big success. It’s part of their brainstorming of “had enough KillZone” idea which then brought them to Horizon.

Anyway, both porn and game is short and only based on story, when it reached the end, you stop playing. Of course, they can inject it with Events to make it more interesting for players to play it again. It’s more interesting with Guerilla Games , a team of 270 people, that make a game outside of their genre in which they have been success with KillZone anyway.

“Pirates” is the american pornographic action-adventure film with the first budget at USD 1 million and the sequel at USD 8 million. Well, Jesse Jane, Teagan Presley and Devon there, who doesn’t want to watch. But porn industry is much tougher than Game Industry. The competition is huge, and the preferences is unbelievably vast, the sacrifice of the people to make things different is unthinkable, take Sasha Grey as the example.

If that is not enough ensuring, let’s compare the most expensive game budget in the history with the most expensive movie budget in mankind history.

We are talking about Grand Theft Auto V. So how much is the cost to build a game complicated as GTA V? It hits roughly at USD 265 million, and it hits USD 1 billion in sales. This game is totally expanding and growing. A lot of gamers still play this game, and this game offers a lot of activities and a badass experiences. Do what you got to do, play as you want to play, be a bad person or a good person, well but mostly bad.

Let’s compare this to the Pirates of Caribbean : On Stranger Tides (2011), it costs around USD 397 million. Do you see huge money here? Yes, but it stops there. Once you done with the movie you stop there. Meanwhile, games are still growing with sales increasing over time. So maintaining that sales, games producers will take their game to another level by increasing, improving everything which will cost them money over time too.

So, my point is that with all these considerations, games are much costly than porn or even blockbuster movies. It’s not how big, it’s how many. You can produce something and done with it, choose to produce small but it grows over time. {click to tweet} Surely, it will be beneficial for small and grows. That’s the reason why game producer take much money and invest in their game so that it will grows over time.

That’s what happen in the game industry where then people even has a job to even test a game in exchange of decent money. Check this out!

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Making Videos

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Making videos basically the most interesting thing because it’s the best way to share knowledge. You can get money from it but that’s not the point, the point is simply sharing. That’s why, it’s refreshing and fun to do.

It’s not the business that makes it great, it’s the people that makes it great. For different reason, Google and YouTube put a marketing greatness there through AdSense. Adsense itself is great but it’s not that great if they decided to just stop ads shown on website or YouTube just because of invalid clicks or mostly they mean impressions.

That’s not stop there, they make decision that they will never open up how they know that people make invalid clicks. They mostly said that if they reveal that, people will be able to cheat on it. Excuse me, Mother Google, people can cheat on it already! But for someone new on Adsense, it’s just doesn’t make sense. How do we know if it’s not someone in google’s marketing who decided that our website is not getting enough traffic and it’s a waste of their money, so they just “make up” stories to cover their full intention.

We won’t know it. So they will punish people with 30 days trial, if no invalid ads activity, they will re-enable the adsense, but well you are now in their List, so do that again, and you will be disabled permanently.

Google won’t stop at that! If you re-apply adsense again with other account, then Google “recognize” you. You’re done for it!

Google Appeal

Really? Seriously? Appeal on Google? It’s against Great Wall of China! It’s against the GOD of Internet!. So maybe this is why McAfee make Google his personal target. So you will notice that some people turned from Adsense to build their own products and sell it online, just like PewDiePie with his Swedish’s Chair and T-shirts.

Alternative for Adsense

I don’t think that there are really good alternative for Adsense. Either you follow by their rules, and learn from experience or just abandon Adsense and go for other internet marketing products like Amazon and Clickbank, or just build your own online store up and sell the tangible goods.

But as for me, building a website and making videos is fun and the fun goes in the sharing knowledge mode. Well, not everything worth the money, yet Reputation is worth everything. {click to tweet} So, if you keep doing what you are doing even no money in it, it’s not stupidity, it’s a way of life.

There’s a lot of way to make money, it one way doesn’t work, why give up and rejected yourself? There is no fucking way if you knock on a door with people inside for a long time, people will not get irritated and will open the door for you finally, doesn’t matter if they mad, they still open the door.

But if you still to learn more about adsense, this is a good guidance to start with!

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Silence

I love nights. I love the silence it brings. I wish I never see a daylight, because it’s when all the crazy thoughts, the stress, the urge, the rush of the day started. Being pushed from all over directions to make you stay in your path like a cow.

Nights, on the other side, is quiet. It’s a redemption on things going on in the daylight. You keep thinking “Did what I do is right?” “Did what I do is not an incoming disaster?”. What you have done is done, you can’t change the records, but you don’t have to be pushed to walk in a specific path now. Now, you choose where are you going to go from here.

My father said, “Even if you follow the rules while driving, the others might not”. This world is consist of stupid people who thinks they’re not, even bad people pretend to be good just to get what they want.

People just not seeing others as who they are, they see others as what can I do to her/him to my advantage, to my well-being. No one has the full sincerity, people always has motives. {click to tweet}

So this is my 3,840 days since the last encounter with death. Am I not grateful? Yes, but to who? Nobody is around at that time, I am alone. To God?

I hate to speak this part, but let’s see … God is God, he doesn’t speak, tell, said something, try to make you understand, giving you signs, angry at you, care for you … God is God, a silent God. Stupid people always said, “breath”. Yups, the only thing that they can say about God is you breath right now.

Well, he attempted to take it 3000 days ago, and he can do it as he want now, I would not care, just because he is a GOD. What do you do? What can you do? Try reasoning with God? That was the most stupid act I have ever know. YOU CAN’T REASON WITH SOMETHING YOU DON’T KNOW!

I never understand these martyrs, jihads, who can die for God? Well, I will not die for anything, anyone. What did this “GODS” do to you, you even want to die for him/her/it/aliens? It just doesn’t make sense.

You can’t go back in time to change what you did and what you didn’t want to do. On June 6,1944, over than 5,300 ships and 11,000 planes crossed the land on the beaches of Normandy to turn the tide of the war. That’s what you can do.

Turning the tide of your life. A single event. You only need a single event to turn you life into the path that you want, but that doesn’t happen in normal life or in the loop of unfortunate events.

That will happen miraculously, and if you are the GOD, you can make it happen now, otherwise keep silent and wait! But some people believe that miracle is something that can be done by yourself. See what this woman going to say about it!

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Help Me I’m Too Scared!

I have never been a fan of scary thing! The fact that I have to control myself is a burden. I am excited to watch any scary movies, and most of them is only making people surprise.

I think this will give me a heart attack sooner or later. It’s just so graphic, blood everywhere, my hand being chopped and eaten by them. It’s total full cannibalism, brutal, and that’s not even close enough to what I experience.

I have been chasing around by my own wife, which turned to be some kind of “thing”, and also there is a psycho person who just don’t die. I chopped him, shot him, spit him, curse him, this guy JUST DO NOT DIE.

I mean this is hell! Beside all of the thrills I get, I also have to solve puzzles, but I promise to finish this until the end, and I only able to do it, like for 30 minutes or so.

The good thing is it has the beautiful song ever and it rings into your ear every time.

You know it’s just like some of the ghost story. If you heard a voice which seems near from you, it means the ghost is far away from you, but then you heard again the voice is fading away, then it has only one meaning, it sits ………………………. next to you.

In this game, you will never gonna get those signs, they will come to you, attacking you in silent, but the funny thing is that this game is combination of Exploration, a puzzle type of game to get out of Baker’s Family house, and Action-Thriller which lets you equipped with weapon ranges from knife to flamethrower.

I will uploaded this game in Part every Week. So CLICK the sign and subscribe for more. Thanks and BE SCARE!!!

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Freedom of Speech! Be Careful Not To Get Ban For Life!

I am a small blogger, so it does not makes any much effects if I say whatever I want to say, and people only wondering who the hell is this guy and that’s it, the end of today’s topic.

Well, let’s see how about PewDiePie saying the N word, Donald Trump’s dirty talking about Woman, and Ahok talking about Qur’an. It’s big matter on Credibility, but everyone has a say on that. Ahok accepted the judgement and being jailed, Trump saying sorry in National TV, and PewDiePie saying sorry through his channel.

It’s done. So, where is the freedom of speech? An Indonesian blogger being sued by Facebook and the settlement fee is 6 figures for copyright infringements. That is just unbelievable! Internet is a very dangerous place for people with freedom of speech or even creativity.

“How do I know?” In fact, if we know that some of our actions in Internet is prohibited, we would not want to do that. These Internet Giant Corporation: Facebook, Google, YouTube are making people scared. Many people get ban from YouTube only because they say bad words.

Google managements surely wants to create a good environments for business and people. That’s good but sometimes to plea a deal with google is so much of wasting time.

Here are the lists of YouTube prohibition for ads shorten version (For Full Ver. Click here Youtube Support). Anyway if you don’t know, Google acquire YouTube in 2006.

  • Controversial issues and sensitive events: Video content that features or focuses on sensitive topics or events is generally not eligible for ads. So you can upload those videos in YouTube but you will not able to monetize them.
  • Drugs and dangerous products or substances: Video content that promotes or features the sale, use, or abuse of illegal drugs.
  • Harmful or dangerous acts: Video content that promotes harmful or dangerous acts that result in serious physical, emotional, or psychological injury is not eligible for advertising.
  • Hateful content: Video content that promotes discrimination or disparages or humiliates an individual or group of people on the basis of the individual’s or group’s race, ethnicity etc. is not eligible for advertising.
  • Inappropriate language: Video content that contains frequent uses of strong profanity or vulgarity throughout the video may not be eligible for advertising.
  • Inappropriate use of family entertainment characters: Videos engaged in violent, sexual, vile, or otherwise inappropriate behavior are not eligible for advertising.
  • Incendiary and demeaning: Video content that shames or insults an individual or group may not be eligible for advertising.
  • Sexually suggestive content: Video content that features highly sexualized content, is not eligible for advertising.
  • Violence: Video content where the focal point is on blood, violence, or injury, when presented without additional context, is not eligible for advertising.

If you think those lists only prohibition for ads, you are wrong. It’s the community that Google wants to create. Many people get bans on YouTube.

So, how to get money from it and not getting ban in your passive income path. Check this out!

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