I love nights. I love the silence it brings. I wish I never see a daylight, because it’s when all the crazy thoughts, the stress, the urge, the rush of the day started. Being pushed from all over directions to make you stay in your path like a cow.

Nights, on the other side, is quiet. It’s a redemption on things going on in the daylight. You keep thinking “Did what I do is right?” “Did what I do is not an incoming disaster?”. What you have done is done, you can’t change the records, but you don’t have to be pushed to walk in a specific path now. Now, you choose where are you going to go from here.

My father said, “Even if you follow the rules while driving, the others might not”. This world is consist of stupid people who thinks they’re not, even bad people pretend to be good just to get what they want.

People just not seeing others as who they are, they see others as what can I do to her/him to my advantage, to my well-being. No one has the full sincerity, people always has motives. {click to tweet}

So this is my 3,840 days since the last encounter with death. Am I not grateful? Yes, but to who? Nobody is around at that time, I am alone. To God?

I hate to speak this part, but let’s see … God is God, he doesn’t speak, tell, said something, try to make you understand, giving you signs, angry at you, care for you … God is God, a silent God. Stupid people always said, “breath”. Yups, the only thing that they can say about God is you breath right now.

Well, he attempted to take it 3000 days ago, and he can do it as he want now, I would not care, just because he is a GOD. What do you do? What can you do? Try reasoning with God? That was the most stupid act I have ever know. YOU CAN’T REASON WITH SOMETHING YOU DON’T KNOW!

I never understand these martyrs, jihads, who can die for God? Well, I will not die for anything, anyone. What did this “GODS” do to you, you even want to die for him/her/it/aliens? It just doesn’t make sense.

You can’t go back in time to change what you did and what you didn’t want to do. On June 6,1944, over than 5,300 ships and 11,000 planes crossed the land on the beaches of Normandy to turn the tide of the war. That’s what you can do.

Turning the tide of your life. A single event. You only need a single event to turn you life into the path that you want, but that doesn’t happen in normal life or in the loop of unfortunate events.

That will happen miraculously, and if you are the GOD, you can make it happen now, otherwise keep silent and wait! But some people believe that miracle is something that can be done by yourself. See what this woman going to say about it!

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Deep Condolences for Hurricane Irma’s Family and Victims, a reminder of Aceh’s Tsunamy!!

My first expression “Geez!!! That’s Huge Hurricane!!! Just watched CNN news and want to express my concern to the people affected in Puerto Rico and some areas in the line of the hurricane.

irma damage
Source : CNN

It did reminded me of Tsunami Aceh and “Scorpion”, a Netflix series. In Scorpion, the protagonist  genius able to “turn off” the tornado. No one, even our planet’s genius can prevent such monstrous disaster in real life.

Sometimes i look over the window of my room straight to the mountain and suddenly imagine if a colossal ocean waves comes right into my place through the mountain, then what can i do???

We have a saying in Indonesia, “badai pasti berlalu” (the tornado/hurricane/etc will pass in the end). It did, but it leaves the damage and the rebuild of cities will takes some time.

When tsunami struck Aceh in 2004, it killed 230,000 people in total 14 countries, including Aceh. Then people started to asking question is it God’s punishment to Aceh? But Aceh already declared its Sharia Islam in 2001, so what could go wrong? The people there doing good obeying their religion to God. In my perspective, shit happened.

For decades, people looks for extraterrestrial activity, aliens and the chances that there are other God’s creation beside our earth or from where they are coming from if God not the one who created them. Anyway, is there any technology coming from these aliens that could prevent such a huge disaster like the hurricane. I am way over my head of this.

No matter what we know now or what we will know later, disasters are more to come and what we can do is help people in need {click to tweet} in our own capacity, just because we are limited as who we are in the nature, a creation.

Other thing that we can do is prepare ourselves for any kind of disasters. This guy will show you how to do just that very well!


I would appreciate your opinion about this matter, so that we can learn from each other better to live this life abundantly!

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