Sometimes a thought pops up in my head, thinking "who am I? why I blogging? who the hell care?". The problem with this thought is you do it for people to read your blog, for money? for something outside your control.
Why people suicide? Because for them life is linear and 1 plus 1 equals 2. Who said that? Either you are god damn smart or god damn dumb! There's always something wrong with the concept of Karma, if you do bad then you will ended up bad. It's just stupid, because like a game, life always have a cheater on it.